The Ugly Temptation

It’s just a coincidence that my first post comes to be on this date, February the 14th. It’s been 21 long years of single valentines, but that’s not the sorry part. What makes this Valentines even more disappointing than the others? The ugly temptation to call someone so special to you, who doesn’t really care anymore. The urge, though will last only for the day, is quite overwhelming. The conflict between the mind and the soul is exhausting, of which I can only hope the mind prevails. To know that the person is just a call away seems to gives all the more reason to listen to the heart. Even saying the phrase ALL IZZ WELL to yourself, doesn’t do much either. Maybe it’s the unanswered questions, maybe so many things unsaid, maybe just the thought of us. You only wish the person had stayed just a little longer, to listen to your heart. Saturated with all these thoughts, you reminisce the memories, only to sulk even more. It is at this point of saturation, that you need to remember that the person is not the same you fell in love with, that the love is gone. Realization knocks your head and you see the world beyond, the bliss.